My mother and I are incredibly close, but at
the same time we’re very different. The mother daughter relationships can be intense
sometimes, but it is worse when you’re the only child still living at home. I think
that it would be a better situation if I had brothers and sisters around my age
that were still living at home with me. They would be the only ones who would know
and understand the details of my life apart from my parents. I have always felt
older than my age and grew up more quickly than my peers because I was in adults company all of the time. As a result of that, all of my friends are older than I
am, I feel like I can relate to them better than I would someone my own age.
Now I have gotten to
that age where I’m leaving home and what’s sad is that my parents are miserable
about it. They are always caution about me going places by myself and my
response would be “if only I had siblings around my age”. That is another
reason why I wished I had siblings that were close to my age to take all of the
focus and attention off of me sometimes, because if there were other children
around, my departure wouldn’t be such a big deal. I have a massive amount of
love for my parents and I feel bad that I’m going to hurt them one day when I’m
ready to move out and establish by own place. Then, they’ll realize I will no
longer be their babygirl. Still to this day I wished I had the chance to experienced
growing up with someone other than myself. Someone that would get on my nerves,
someone that I would have fights with then start talking to them like nothing
ever happened. By experiencing not
actually growing up with siblings as a child, when I become a mother I will not
leave an enormous gap between my children, so that they will have the opportunity
to grow up and establish memories together.